ok so loyal to sam i will try to keep semi more regular postages so that she as well can be up to date on my day to day life. so yeah i jsut worked 6 hours calling people, but it was a good day. my neck hurts like a bitch though. tomorow i am having an extravagansa a la leahs house night, i havent seen her for a while and possibly this time next week i will be camping/ packing so i can leave on friday at lac echo!!
on other news... i think i am making quite a substantiel amount of money. by substantiel i mean, nothing compared to the hords sam is racking in (GT slut...:P) but enough so that i can save without panicking.. enough money to go to ireland and BC in the next few years, not to mention have a confortable social life and enough money to take care of my sickly rodents that i love so much.

ok the other night at around 10 i went for a walk wiht maya and gladys and we ended up doing yoga in a park and picking camomille near the mall. i am writting about this because it was the most relaxing few hours we could spend, since maya works regularily and me n gladys semi regularly. it felt really good able to just have a little bit of fun time out side between our busy lives.

secondly i am writting this because i am slighlty wondering about the healthyness of the camomille i picked. i mean it was next to the aylmer mall... but! i washed it in a baking soda vinegar mix with theoretically should have sterilized it... well see it i die from the tea i make. i am TIERD, but it ahs more to do with the amount im sleeping then the amount im working

SPECIFICALLY to sam:
my dear this is my ingenious plan, you and i shall exchange work schedules via le Blog of email so on. so that we can come up with times that we're both free. that way maybe if im planning something it can be done more in advance wich would be less stressful to you. plus if its in advance you can tell me more what kind of thing you wanna do so i can work you into plans better. because i know that your are very missed, but also very tierd. ok? what do you think?

thats all for tonight!
lily

the miracle of money

today, i went to giant tiger, in ottawa. i went to do inventory with sam. the crap part of this tory, is one: i got really quessy and weak/cold/hot flashes on the bus and two i didint get to work with sam, which is why i went. so i spent three hours counting stupid tags and feeling a mixture or dizziness etc. it started getting better near teh end, but my mood didint improve because to my knowledge i was working for free for a stupid corportation without even being able to chill with sam. and being the pushover i am i didint try to leave till 9 because i didint want to leave me "partner" alone to do the rest of the counting even though she works there. but amazingly enough, i was rewarded for my efforts! yeah, it seemed to have passed by my understanding but i actually was getting payed to help. HOLY CRAP. that kinda made me feel bad becasue, though i was doing an acceptable job i was necesarily being a stelar employee, more or a half zombie one. but anyways, it occured to me that suddenly my time didint seem so wasted. and then it occured to me that it is funny that such a little sum of money could have made me feel that way. working changes your view on things like this. before i got my job at gpc, which wasnt long ago, i wouldnt have cared about wasting my evening putting counting baby pyjamas cause what else would i do(though the sick feeling would have still sucked) but now, because i know i ahve to work tomorow at 12, teh thought of being out of the house feeling sick and working for free was less then inspiring. i hate money. but more then that i hate my need of it. worst still, i hate my want of it. yes i want money. why? to feel stable. you would think thats an odd thought for a teen living at home but tis true. im not a big spender, i hord my money and why? because it reasures me that i ahve it put aside. i need money to travel but i know even in that case i will not give up my money without a second thought. i think the idea of spending my saving for 2 to 3 weeks in ireland, though its worth it, will urk me a little. i dont really know what i think i have to save moeny for......
thats all i ahve to say i think.

Picturess!!

i made a photobucket account, which means that i can post pictures ALL THE TIME.
i also have a job now... which means i have to work. but its good pay so i guess i have to finally grow up and do it.. the good news is tey canceled my shift for tomorow so i get to sleep!!
i am going to go read my amazingly good book that i read before. actually i wouldnt say it is amazingly good, i dont remember, but it was defenitly somewhat good.
that is all.

oh and heres a picture of my lovely Poly.

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